Hello have you been well
While writing the Blog-ssi post late last night
I realized that I had abandoned the blog for too long so I figured I really should write something today
Many of my blog neighbors are gone;... But I have brought this upon myself, hmph
I will try to become a bit more diligent!!!
I have been heavily using this new DVD player I bought lately
When I get ready for bed and play a Ghibli movie, it kind of feels like a day off so I feel very rested!!!!! Maybe it's just how I feel
Guess how good it feels to keep the volume soft and fall right asleep
I bought a stand design, but I think the folding one is good for watching in bed too
Ironically, as technology improves, I seek older things these days...
After only playing Animal Crossing, I started Zelda!!!!!
I have no sense of direction in real life too, and it's been all kinds of a mess as I fall off cliffs and circle the same spot because I can't find my way
I started to wonder if I wasted money on this, thought "Agh I should give it up" and turned off the Nintendo and it was 3 AM
Guess I'd been enjoying it quite a bit....;;;;;;;
The pic might be a bit gross ;
I've fallen for avocado lately...
Back in the day I used to watch Jeon Heejin eat avocados and tell her "Hey why would you even eat that"
And now I'm here just buying whole avocados on Coupang
I'm already excited at the thought of making an open-faced sandwich with the baguette and avocado and eggs at home
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Ah I also played Animal Crossing with the fans
First time playing together so I was very excited and happy, and they started whacking me
But I feel guilty that they gave me so much money and gifts (I never asked!~ Never demanded it!~)
So I figured, "Ah the only thing I can do is get beaten up......." so I stood there getting whacked
Even in the future ... Please hit me if you see me
So hilarious how you start making formations naturally, no wonder you're idol fans
Engdus making this formation as if pre-planned with me at the center
Also I briefly visited the ATM and came back to them throwing up Vs so I was like what
Turns out they were taking pics without me, Yves Team without Yves
We did a housewarming party at my place too ㅎㅎ
It's a small house and a whooaaaaaak of people so we were stuck forever unless the person in front moved
The Engdu wearing the apple hat was a Wuengdu (an Engdu abroad is what this means) and
the Engdus behind me were telling me to get out and so feeling rushed, I
just yelled "get out" and I would like to take this opportunity to apologize
How many years has it been?????
Since I've been an MC.....
Ink-con had so many people that I worried about being nervous
But it was more exciting and nice with so many people ㅎㅎ
Please just keep calling me up any time (--)(__)
Also my fans taking advantage of the big crowd to do the fan chant from afar like "Ha Sooyoung! Loop~!"
made me an Yibu blinking back tears while smiling..
[An imaginative romanticst, Lalaping]
[Tends to prefer deep relationships with people; great imagination and creativity; definitely needs alone time; energy drained after goal achieved; a great romantist]
Apparently this test is popular these days (if it isn't I apologize)
In fact some people said the Ping that you get as your test result looks like you
So I took the test with an excited heart and I think the explanation is right but
Does that look like me?? I don't know, that one is so cute
Je [me] x, Jyae [that one] ㅇ
I have bleached hair, so when I untie my hair after schedules the shape holds reeeeal well
This photo was funny so I sent it on Fromm before, and as a capital N type person, every time I untie my hair
I sometimes imagine, how would Engdus react if I promoted with this hair, chuckle
My days really begin with imagination and end as I fall asleep in imagination...
Wow~ I found this one while digging through my phone
This is amazingly when I was 21? Or 22? Around then.....
Back when I had the top bunk in our dorm and we had no phones
How did I take this then, you ask?
I used a phone in secret
ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ
I have never not had a phone....
Back then, in order to hide my phone, I tore through my mattress and shoved the phone deep inside before I went out......
A funny and painful story
Peaches have tasted so good to me lately
Pretty colors and tasty and just the best fruit^______^
Amazing with Greek yogurt
Some very hot day
Yes, it's the one that I hate
The name is Baabara, and will you just baabara [look] .. At that face..
Those horns popping through the cute villagers....
I beat her with the bug net another fifty times today and she just will not leave
Please teach me any tips ㅜ
["Yes🫶 Sooyoung you are really a lovely child. You know that right ㅎㅎㅎ"]
I shared some problems I've been aching about with an unnie that I'm close to
And unnie told me this
Me, lovely....?
I never even imagined that word so I was confused
It was like hearing the phrase bean paste smoothie or something;..
But thinking about it carefully, when I had the notion
that even my clumsy and rough self could look lovely in someone's eyes
I gained a little bit of strength....
The reason that I started a blog was
I thought that this was interaction in yet another new direction
that can't be done through Insta or chat apps
And at some point, this space that's for sharing authenticity with fans
being seen as something cringe or too serious
felt like it pointed to a problem with my communication style
So I gave it some thought while taking a long break from the blog
And I think even if I were to go back, I would write in that same way!!!
My personality is that I can't do empty platitudes and I'm honest, and I don't hate that about myself
And more than anything, I want to be really honest with the fans
If the fans like it, that's good enough for me
So since you helped me find the reason in it
I'll continue writing diligently
I teased you a lot on the chat app today, but you know that's all love right...? ㅋㅋ
I love you very very much truly, for real!
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