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[Link to original blog post] There was a sewing machine upon my desk The needle which hadn't moved even once was caked in dust just like that Time was passing and yet stopped With a drawn breath I step on the hardened pedal It has no elasticity and all tangled up Perhaps it was a deserved consequence Perhaps it is a cake in front of the eyes in the darkness I thought it tasted sweet but now that you speak it tastes bitter Perhaps sour too Earlier it was tasty but now I don't want it anymore This habit of getting tired of things quickly just won't be fixed My mom who used to like sewing now gets injections for her finger pain It is because she has sewed so much I who take after my mom had bought a sewing machine With the needle I had never moved before rattling I sew a piece of cloth Surely I will make a screen that will cover the whole white wall Once again making a ruckus I sew the cloth and I open my eyes to see it was a dream Aigo my fingers I clutch my aching hand and look at the white wall and was there a sewing machine? upon my desk Can't fall asleep so here I am writing on the blog. I bought a cheapo sewing machine off of Ali and before I knew it, I was prepping for promotions. I keep saying I'll use it when I have time later, but what if I never do at this rate, shudder. But for now I shall focus on practice. I will sew my time, finely spaced. We'll be meeting very soon~ +Edit The food I'm suddenly craving as soon as I get off the blog A refreshing jaecheop-guk with loads of pepper powder Gopchang jeongol spicy with udon noodles I'm normally a chestnut sweet potato akgae but a toasty pumpkin sweet potato Deungchon and scraping up the porridge at the end + geotjeori Ediya honey bread with extra whipped cream Teacher Kim's cream cheese kimbap Ssambap with thick soybean paste Yeolmu bibimbap with a drink on the side 🎹 [T/N "accompaniment" can mean musical or alcoholic] Eating Hitsumabushi and then dipped into green tea Cwunchy cwunchy red bean bungeoppang Cwunchy cwunchy croissant >>>>> which I'm eating now

[Link to original blog post] I lay down disappointment and press down hard to write tranquility Roll away the black drawing paper, and underneath lies clear marks Language whirls and creates dizzying terms The moment one forlornly becomes a word From afar, it resembles eraser powder But all this is actually my silently exhaled breath, you see My days and days of surviving, precarious but never breaking, you see Have you ever seen someone leap without knowing where they'll land Running in energetic strides, sinking faintly That is to say, with pinkish nails bearing crescent moons picking at pale blue lips The hot pack that Mom gave me cooled and became hard and I layer again in the pajamas I wore all winter and I know the morning from the sound of bus engines and the light in the rectangular room never goes out and the callus in the middle finger grows another layer Forcing shut my eyelids that won't close I open my eyes with them closed and switch to and fro the afterimages in the black screen When I have reached a place that makes no sense Say, for example, when I have met the one that I'd so longed for, the one that I cannot meet Blip as if to black out I fall to sleep

[T/N: This is the same letter posted to Yves' Fromm, with the song and lyrics added in.] [Link to original blog post] In just a few hours it will be 2025.ᐟ The constantly increasing number feels awkward, so once again, for the first few weeks I might be striking two lines across 2024 and fixing it to a 5 instead. Despite the January when I vowed to live well, I have no idea how I spent the other eleven months. The leaves that grew each day resembled the green of my fervent love, and sometimes it would pale yellow, and at other times it would flash an agitated red just like a throbbing headache. I still can't get used to the chilly weather, so I step on the crushed leaves as I mutter words to myself. I know well how you feel, lonely even when there are people to hear. A lonely person said that we are lonely because we are born lonely. I nodded, even as I disagreed on the inside. While saying if there are many who are lonely, can't we just embrace each other. It's okay even if you don't embrace me. I'd still like to embrace you eagerly. I will remember your pupils, swaying in the darkness. I will remember your tears, bursting out like a cough. When you close your eyes and open them again, it will be a new day. Let us change, and let us never change. Let us move, yet let us remain. Let us hold our hands like so. Let us step forward. Let us welcome a strange dawn, whose yesterday is last year and today is a new year. +Rec for the first song of the new year https://youtu.be/a-G1D_ZtqTs?feature=shared I vow, that I will sing Always dreaming like a child I will fall down a lot I will walk further I promise, that I'll never let go Always green like the trees We'll grow together I'll hold you It's all precious, I'll remember Just like the clear rainbow That appears after rain Everything will be okay I'll believe in you

[Link to original post] It has been a year Since Haneul returned to nature And I too have aged a year, growing a little closer to nature And the seasons complete a cycle, reminding me of the body warmth of back then Then, despite that, what is it that remains the same, fighting against the gravity of time I bury my head in the laptop and ponder and realize that it's me, the way I am Perhaps this heaviness in my heart, this doubt when I breathe, whether I am breathing correctly Is because the worries tangled up like yarn in my head have sunk down further to the bottom Because I couldn't believe it was real Because the rabbit plush I hugged to sleep every night, denying nonexistence, wasn't enough I began to part, once again Every day, I step closer to parting The four goldfish, beckoned out of my loneliness Where did you all begin before you came to me? I told you to stop swallowing the rocks See, you'll spit them out anyway I feed you well too Also that is a wall You want to escape? Escape and you'll die The four goldfish that I brought because I was lonely Will not stay with me forever Will never be in the same place with me, even when they are Will never acknowledge me, even when I say the same thing again and again Don't fight, get along with each other. I see you when I wake up in the morning And when I come home, I wonder about your life or death Sometimes, I'm afraid to turn on the lights in the dark living room I felt foolish, because I brought you home despite knowing all along So today I just blankly stared you all day long But you will never know Goldfish are sad I am sad

[Link to original post] [Even the harshest winds will someday pass. Don't skip meals and overcome boldly. I will cheer for you 24 hours a day] Dear friend, you said even the breaking winds made your skin ache You said the sunlight between the curtains made you want to close your eyes again I keep thinking about you on that day Just like a plastic bottle drifting on the water I didn't know where to go, I said. Do you remember? To be honest, I don't know how many islands it's been so far But now I flow along, as if swimming The fish bowl I keep has moss growing Even the once-green araucaria has long drooped its head But still, I feel like tomorrow will be better The fish said not to worry too I wonder what face you'd make, seeing my unfamiliar self You know, I want to go back right now, sweep your disheveled hair and tell you that I am alive and well I want so badly to tell you that even the tears that would never dry have stopped now Dear friend, dear friend I shout again and again in a voice that never reaches you And tonight I intone alone at the questions bouncing off of the square corners of this room They say time passes and rain falls and the rainbow will rise And that a flower surviving harsh winds becomes tougher Dear friend, dear Sooyoung I keep thinking about you on that day Everyone, it's past midnight so today is the CSAT.ᐟ I want to give comfort to your anxious hearts so I just went ahead and wrote Believe in me who believes in you all So we'll be able to do well I'll be with you until the end Hwaiting to you I love you.ᐟ

[Link to original post] I moved into the new home. How come a new home doesn't feel like a new home; in this new home, full of things from the previous home and the one before that discarding and discarding some more, looking at the storage boxes, dirtied by touch blaming the foolish, impulsive purchases of the past I spend the wee hours of the morning organizing and organizing For your information, I have a cold and aches But I know nothing of that now, and will let tomorrow's self pay the price Please be healthy I thought it was faultless But today, that bumpy hardwood floor in the kitchen bothers me Perhaps the previous tenant used a lot of water It doesn't look good, so I quickly measured so I could buy a rug 80x190 The neat even numbers somehow make me feel better For I am listening to the Lily Chou-Chou soundtrack and I'm not feeling down at all This certainly proves I am in a good mood Maybe the place is built on fortunate grounds? Speaking of which, I don't remember my dreams so well lately What will I dream about tonight Will I remember it come tomorrow morning? I should sleep "Why aren't you sleeping?" My sister's question breaks the silence True, why am I not sleeping? While staring at the pointy and round and rustling sacks of moving luggage I opened the blog The stream of my consciousness is funny Anyway, I'll stop talking about myself here I wish you a blank dream tonight But not lonely, I hope, but instead warm and peaceful, one such dream Comments section: Own: Ha Sooyoung be happy Yves: Thanks to you

[Link to original post] Hello have you been well While writing the Blog-ssi post late last night I realized that I had abandoned the blog for too long so I figured I really should write something today Many of my blog neighbors are gone;... But I have brought this upon myself, hmph I will try to become a bit more diligent!!! I have been heavily using this new DVD player I bought lately When I get ready for bed and play a Ghibli movie, it kind of feels like a day off so I feel very rested!!!!! Maybe it's just how I feel Guess how good it feels to keep the volume soft and fall right asleep I bought a stand design, but I think the folding one is good for watching in bed too Ironically, as technology improves, I seek older things these days... After only playing Animal Crossing, I started Zelda!!!!! I have no sense of direction in real life too, and it's been all kinds of a mess as I fall off cliffs and circle the same spot because I can't find my way I started to wonder if I wasted money on this, thought "Agh I should give it up" and turned off the Nintendo and it was 3 AM Guess I'd been enjoying it quite a bit....;;;;;;; The pic might be a bit gross ; I've fallen for avocado lately... Back in the day I used to watch Jeon Heejin eat avocados and tell her "Hey why would you even eat that" And now I'm here just buying whole avocados on Coupang I'm already excited at the thought of making an open-faced sandwich with the baguette and avocado and eggs at home [Video] Ah I also played Animal Crossing with the fans First time playing together so I was very excited and happy, and they started whacking me But I feel guilty that they gave me so much money and gifts (I never asked!~ Never demanded it!~) So I figured, "Ah the only thing I can do is get beaten up......." so I stood there getting whacked Even in the future ... Please hit me if you see me So hilarious how you start making formations naturally, no wonder you're idol fans Engdus making this formation as if pre-planned with me at the center Also I briefly visited the ATM and came back to them throwing up Vs so I was like what Turns out they were taking pics without me, Yves Team without Yves We did a housewarming party at my place too ㅎㅎ It's a small house and a whooaaaaaak of people so we were stuck forever unless the person in front moved The Engdu wearing the apple hat was a Wuengdu (an Engdu abroad is what this means) and the Engdus behind me were telling me to get out and so feeling rushed, I just yelled "get out" and I would like to take this opportunity to apologize How many years has it been????? Since I've been an MC..... Ink-con had so many people that I worried about being nervous But it was more exciting and nice with so many people ㅎㅎ Please just keep calling me up any time (--)(__) Also my fans taking advantage of the big crowd to do the fan chant from afar like "Ha Sooyoung! Loop~!" made me an Yibu blinking back tears while smiling.. [An imaginative romanticst, Lalaping] [ #Insight #Imagination #Ideal #Social #Metaphor] [Tends to prefer deep relationships with people; great imagination and creativity; definitely needs alone time; energy drained after goal achieved; a great romantist] Apparently this test is popular these days (if it isn't I apologize) In fact some people said the Ping that you get as your test result looks like you So I took the test with an excited heart and I think the explanation is right but Does that look like me?? I don't know, that one is so cute Je [me] x, Jyae [that one] ㅇ I have bleached hair, so when I untie my hair after schedules the shape holds reeeeal well This photo was funny so I sent it on Fromm before, and as a capital N type person, every time I untie my hair I sometimes imagine, how would Engdus react if I promoted with this hair, chuckle My days really begin with imagination and end as I fall asleep in imagination... Wow~ I found this one while digging through my phone This is amazingly when I was 21? Or 22? Around then..... Back when I had the top bunk in our dorm and we had no phones How did I take this then, you ask? I used a phone in secret ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ I have never not had a phone.... Back then, in order to hide my phone, I tore through my mattress and shoved the phone deep inside before I went out...... A funny and painful story Peaches have tasted so good to me lately Pretty colors and tasty and just the best fruit^______^ Amazing with Greek yogurt Some very hot day Yes, it's the one that I hate The name is Baabara, and will you just baabara [look] .. At that face.. Those horns popping through the cute villagers.... I beat her with the bug net another fifty times today and she just will not leave Please teach me any tips ㅜ ["Yes🫶 Sooyoung you are really a lovely child. You know that right ㅎㅎㅎ"] I shared some problems I've been aching about with an unnie that I'm close to And unnie told me this Me, lovely....? I never even imagined that word so I was confused It was like hearing the phrase bean paste smoothie or something;.. But thinking about it carefully, when I had the notion that even my clumsy and rough self could look lovely in someone's eyes I gained a little bit of strength.... The reason that I started a blog was I thought that this was interaction in yet another new direction that can't be done through Insta or chat apps And at some point, this space that's for sharing authenticity with fans being seen as something cringe or too serious felt like it pointed to a problem with my communication style So I gave it some thought while taking a long break from the blog And I think even if I were to go back, I would write in that same way!!! My personality is that I can't do empty platitudes and I'm honest, and I don't hate that about myself And more than anything, I want to be really honest with the fans If the fans like it, that's good enough for me So since you helped me find the reason in it I'll continue writing diligently I teased you a lot on the chat app today, but you know that's all love right...? ㅋㅋ I love you very very much truly, for real!

[Link to original post] From, Blog-ssi When overcoming lethargy, Blog-ssi tries to start by making small habits. Please talk about a small step that can be done in 10 minutes a day~ To. Blog-ssi Whenever I have a day off, I become lethargic Maybe my nature is to prefer lazing around or maybe I intentionally try not to move on days off I don't know which it is myself, but even today I haven't lifted my back off the bed for very long. So what you could call my small step ••• would be the steps I take to my bathroom. In fact when I go, I need to clutch my head from dizziness and then collapse like a tragic heroine. There are 24 hours in a day, so surely I must have walked for 10 minutes..? Maybe not, if not that's a big problem too, I mean I am writing this while lying down so welp~ Comments section: Yves : What did you all do today, I was playing Legend of Zelda and now it's this late • • Dew : I thought about unnie Yves : Perfect score.

[Link to original post] The frigid chill making my hands feel like they'll split after just a few seconds Has me shoving my hands back into my pockets. At times I felt it clumsy and arrogant This act of putting hands in pockets But by now, it has become a routine of winter Just like drinking the night-side water in the morning Something so natural. The weather, once so warm unlike winter Reminded of its presence yesterday with temperatures below freezing And after looking up the weather the night before I put on five layers of clothes, and still shivered, and looking at me My friends asked if I was trying for the clothes-layering Guinness record And giggled, puffing out smoky breaths like dragons. A mundane yesterday passed by, as if it's a given And facing today, very much not a given Vowing to not repeat yesterday's mistake I picked out the thick long padded jacked shoved in a corner. I haven't been working out, but should a jacket be so heavy Shuffling around the jacket's quite deep pockets I sense various textures at my fingertips. Hot packs, so cool as to be hardened Vitamins, two pills of Tylenol, cafe receipt, two 1000-won bills One piece of Puccho left and the leftover wrappers After removing the objects of days gone by, like sandbags, the jacket is light. I went to toss them, but it was no easy thing to throw them out. Okay, so let's first toss this rock-like hot pack. I'll take the vitamins tomorrow, and the Tylenol goes on the kitchen shelf. What's all this I ate at the cafe, who did I eat with. They say it's good to carry around cash, guess I'll buy bungeoppang With such thoughts running through my mind I popped the last remaining Puccho into my mouth and chewed gamely. Ever since little, I was pretty good at collecting But I still find discarding difficult. When I try to discard, to filter out As if a fragment of some memory is holding me back My present-day self stands still, with my back against the future. When I see my black sprawling shadow with the whites of my eyes, I put in effort to pretend not to notice And wish for rain to fall from the placid skies Plasma. . . . When they collide as to explode, and all things soar And shatter into pieces Then peace will seep in again Taking the plastic garbage of the takeout iced Americano Crumpling and unfolding it, I recite plasma to myself. This too is Earth's rubbish And yet I would still like to be someone useful Passing by, I saw a florist by coincidence. Truly by coincidence. It said that the meaning of the blue rose is "miracle". What is a miracle? It is Monday once again! I am always checking all the comments and attendance markers I am always feeling grateful and guilty! Wishing you a happy week 💚 Comments section: Yves: Don't worry, for I am quite the charismatic person

[Link to original post] [Benefits of pudding: Good for children's growth and preventing adults' osteoporosis. Light on the stomach and refreshes the body and mind. Especially recommended for women as it helps to prevent anemia, with dieting, and with skin care. It lets you read people's minds and control their thoughts.] I shall Become your pudding Hwaiting again today 🍮 Comments section: Ice Thaw: I'm pudding and I rec'd this post Yves: So did I

[Link to original post] Me No I swear I'm writing this because I want to, really Never tried this before Night mode... What a scary fellow Anyway I am in wild [yasaeng] mode, I mean night [yagan] mode right now So I can't distinguish between colors very well But I really wanted to express to you The emotions I felt at the exhibition today So here I am writing. All right then, let's rewind my time today, 'It is now time to depart.....?' Wah-ttah mah this coffee is my style, no acidity at all, perfectly savory; Took a sip of this coffee and went, wattahmah this thing is good Literally no bitterness and went so well with the brownie ㅜ It's funny right, after telling you I was going to express the emotions of this exhibition and whatnot This still counts as emotional yup.. This is a cafe that's right across from Piknic, the exhibition site Looked to be new The owners are kind and it's cozy so I'm willing to go back We reserved for the exhibition at 3pm, but the rain had traffic backed up so I was late//.. I'm sorry Dohyeon So we met at this cafe by 3:30 Used up all the time chatting until 3:59 And climbed up to the exhibition right across! is the story. Babyapple Just like any other day, rabbitlighting. My friend Ohtani, I mean Kim Dohyeon Dohyeon you look pretty here so I'm posting/. If you don't like it I'll take it down tomorrow, scratch head ^~^ (Please don't misunderstand we are friends going back 10 years) Dohyeon likes Ohtani sunbaenim very much When she meets with me she fills up 20 hours talking about Ohtani so sometimes I get confused if I'm meeting with Ohtani sunbaenim or with Dohyeon But still Dohyeon, I like you very much. My friend Ohtani, I mean Dohyeoni ["I will be living with cancer from now on. I am thinking to make just a little more music. I would be grateful if you were to keep watching." - Ryuichi Sakamoto January 2021"] The start of the exhibition Open the curtains at the entrance, and you see this sentence being illuminated by pin lighting. When I read this and then looked around the exhibit the site was not very large and rather cozy And so it felt like I was watching and experiencing by his side the little time that Ryuichi Sakamoto had left with cancer So I had to walk as if something was stuck inside of me with a heavy and stuffy heart ["Bernardo Bertolucci & Paul Bowles 'How many more full moons will I be able to see.' I have turned 70 this year and celebrated the gohui, but I have this thought frequently. Some may remember this line being in the film (1990). It's a film by Bernardo Bertolucci, which I composed music for following (1987). At the end of the film, the original author Paul Bowles appears and says this. "A human being cannot predict its own death, and thinks of life as a spring that never dries. But every event in the world happens perhaps a few times. Even with precious childhood memories, that you may think shaped your life, there's no saying how many more times you will remember them. Four or five times at most. How many more full moons will I be able to gaze at? Maybe twenty times at most. But people believe that opportunities are infinite."'] 'How many more full moons will I be able to see' 'But every event in the world happens perhaps a few times. Even with precious childhood memories, that you may think shaped your life, there's no saying how many more times you will remember them. Four or five times at most.' In a finite time, over some event that may happen a few times at most, I cry as if the entire world would collapse I've lazed around lying down, as if I am a superhuman with infinite time And gotten up thinking 'I really need to pull myself together', thousands of times. Even those are not unlimited actions and emotions. But I live too forgetfully. As if I'm someone who lives on the full moon. With eyes round like full moons, I live on emptily. The forest filled with green, I like. I liked. When the narration ends, you can hear multi-directional sounds, in various languages alternating between each side of the headset, looking at a forest somehow forlorn. It felt as if dark people in a dream were passing by tossing their words here and there... And also as if my tangled and tied thoughts inside of me, unknown even to me were wriggling alive and speaking to me. They were voices that made me listen, blankly. ["The last diaries of Ryuichi Sakamoto May 12, 2021. In the old days, when someone was born, people would laugh, and when someone died, people would weep. In the future, life and existence will become more and more disregarded. Life will become an object of manipulation. It is a happy thing that I will die before seeing such a world. July 31, 2021. Higher, faster. Being enthused over such things is quite akin to eugenic thinking. I would like to strive for a society that is not so. October 28, 2021. (Handwritten note) I write music gazing into the demise of humanity and my own death / I would like to see something intense, to read, something that pierces into my heart. I am reading the writings of Sakaguchi Ango. There are passages that hint at power, but it is still insufficient / I would like to see Michelangelo's Sistine Chapel November 21, 2021. Let's destroy the wall! December 21, 2021. I regain the sense of musical equilibrium by listening to Mozart. At the same time, I feel a sense of strangeness, that this is very distant music. Somehow it feels dis---tant. But I also feel: this is the fundamentals of music. December 24, 2021. Right now, what would you like to listen to? December 27, 2021. When everyone's ego disappears, one can play a good performance. [...] March 21, 2022. Beethoven's Symphony No. 9 is barbaric and noble April 18, 2022. At this point, I am prepared to accept any fate. June 16, 2022. In NY / Sleepless night / Beautiful morning August 7, 2022. The movie is excellent. Makes me wish to read Apollinaire's novel. At the same time, I would like to read . September 23, 2022. I cannot live without old books / I also like guardrails October 11, 2022. Living is a chore November 15, 2022. Night, loss, excitement, jumble December 24, 2022. SUGA piece done. / Saw Jarmusch's "Paterson" / Grew interest in Frank O'Hara, William Carlos Williams"] I liked the human side of Ryuichi Sakamoto. His emotions changing every day showed me That even he who seemed so unflappable was human, like me, October 11, 2022 Living is a chore December 24, 2022 Grew interest in ...omitted... ["What a friend is Between friends, there is no problem even if ideologies, principles, or interests differ. Simply someone you can lean on silently. Such people are not many but certainly do exist, and I have felt that that alone makes me a happy person. One such friend is the German artist Carsten Nicolai. Once upon a time, the German artist Joseph Beuys and the Korean artist Nam June Paik grew a friendship that overcame over 8,000 kilometers of distance, from tip to tip of the Eurasian continent. It may be presumptuous to compare ourselves to the two artists, but I believe that my relationship with Carsten resembles that of those two."] A friend Simply someone you can lean on silently. It felt strange to be standing with a friend of 10 years, reading this. On my birthday this year (May 24) I felt sad for some reason When everyone was sending me messages to wish me a happy birthday, I was crying sorrowfully. All I said to Dohyeon was a single phrase, "I'm sad" Dohyeon then FaceTimed me and silently listened to me just sobbing for an hour. And, being my friend after all, she said to me playfully. 'Mah, why don't ya stop crying, you've cried a lot' ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ I love you Dohyeonaaaa!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!aaaack Thanks to you, there's one more reason to be happy on my birthday ["...battered by the wind, the paint worn off, it is approaching the original state of wood. How will it continue rotting in this way. I think this question is linked also, to how we humans must grow old. In January 2021, after my operation, I issued a comment saying "I will be living with cancer from now on. I am thinking to make just a little more music. I would be grateful if you were to keep watching." The reason why I chose to say 'live with cancer' rather than 'fight cancer' is perhaps because, in a corner of my mind, I had the thought that I could not help this, even if I strained to fight."] Could not be helped, even if strained to fight When his calm (even though I'm sure it's not) interview is over a performance of my favorite song, "Merry Christmas Mr. Lawrence", begins He says that he plays one song at a time because an hour-long performance is now too much. Having aged with time layered and layered upon him the time that he created, note by note for those four minutes or so felt so sorrowful. I have this habit of always imagining things from the other person's perspective, and imagining this performance being so difficult now, and how many more times would he be able to play it, made me so so sad. There were quite a few people there, so I leaned on a pillar and flew my tears away(?) I literally let teardrops fly. So the makeup wouldn't smear ㅠㅠ And it was difficult to understand the fact that this coming Christmas, I will listen to this song again, but he was no longer under the same sky So then I whisked tears away again🥷 ["On January 17, 2023, my 71st birthday, my new album was released. After a big operation and long hospital stay in early 2021, having returned to a temporary residence in Tokyo, I regained strength after some time and played around with a synthesizer. With no intent of wanting to make something, I just wanted to feel sound, to my heart's content. This was on March 10. Afterwards, I played the synthesizer and piano keys from time to time, and as if keeping a diary, I recorded those sketches. Unlike other original albums I have released thus far, fundamentally this album is not produced based on some firm concept. It's simply synthesizer and piano sounds, played blandly, contained on a single album; it's nothing more than that. But to me today, such raw music, made without any plans, feels more satisfying. With this, I end my story for now. Ars longa, vita brevis. (Art is long, life is short.)"] Ars longa, vita brevis. 'With this, I end my story for now.' . . . . (Refreshment time) This is a book that I opened up at a bookstore near the exhibition? And right away I saw my favorite scene from the movie which I like And I was so startled and glad. Hehe ["I visited here coincidentally after seeing the Ryuichi Sakamoto exhibition. Made another memory with Dohyeon. -Sooyoung - 08.22"] There was a visitor log so I wrote in it too. Look it up if you happen to be nearby This is not yours, you brat With Ogu. Since you dislike false advertising Some people might ask why I was so touched, but back in that period when things were loud and tough for me, I was struggling with insomnia When I listened to Ryuichi Sakamoto's play, I grew calm and was able to sleep even if late So I am even more passionately grateful and somehow sorrowful. Your play, which I like so much is no longer something I can hear in person But I, who likes your music, has survived like this and on this night that might be a full moon or a dark moon I write this text about you. I am a human being, who never realizes the finiteness of time and perhaps that is why I like your music. Because when I listen to your play, sometimes I grow sad and sometimes I feel warm, and I imagine that for you too, only after many thoughts would you have laid hands on the piano keys. This summer was quite so hot. Today, on the way to see you, it rained and the weather was humid as if to take breath away, and I also forgot to bring an umbrella. And then thanks to you, I got to spend a somewhat early Christmas. You said art is long and life is short, and yet, watching us laying out stories loudly and vibrantly like this - I wonder if you perhaps continue to live on in us. I don't know how cold this winter shall be. How many times heavy snowfall will dizzy us, I have no clue; I don't even know what I will eat tomorrow. There is much unknown, and much to think, and so life is truly a chore but ironically, writing in this manner is very interesting. Okay, leaving behind rambling words now I would like to tell you the words that I truly cannot tell you.ᐟ I hope the winters there are not cold, at least. https://youtu.be/LGs_vGt0MY8 Comments section: Yves: Where is that Ongi friend who said she would read before bed? Ongi: Argk unnie I'm here...; Hehegh ZinZZaHyuk: It's such a blessing to have met nuna this early in my short life Yves: Ayoo I will work even harder thank you (—)(__)🖤. ozvvll: Okonomiyaki... Yves: Oh right.. I'm sorry Ryuichi Jeong Iji: Here's a Geum Jandi who stayed still and waited Yves: I declare you~~~~~ As my girlfriend blah blah;

[Link to original post] [T/N: Yves posted the original Japanese Fromm messages and the Korean translations together; the English is translated by Subbits] Living in a scary world Is sometimes scary too but I live on because I have Ms. Yves. You are that kind of artist to me. You living on And singing your song is grace aplenty. No matter the outcome - From a Japanese fan on Fromm - Thank you Hwaiting on Monday too. 🖤 Comments section: ozvvll: ??: Excuse me but give me some money Yves: Kyaak.ᐟ.ᐟ.ᐟ.ᐟ.ᐟ 🏃🏼‍♀️🏃🏼‍♀️🏃🏼‍♀️🏃🏼‍♀️🏃🏼‍♀️🏃🏼‍♀️🏃🏼‍♀️

[Link to original blog post] The day was today During practice I just couldn't focus And I don't like how I am this way, but I suddenly wanted to take a selfie No one knows which way I might bounce I can't predict myself, so sometimes it's quite difficult, actually often Right now I'm listening to Debussy When I cut through the loud and dizzying outside noises and open my door Strangely I want to listen to classical Perhaps a fussy effort to have a fancy-looking hobby? Or perhaps it was my taste all along Lily Chou-Chou also features Arabesque ('An arabesque is a form of musical exposition that uses flashy decorations on motifs') I suddenly felt curious and sought out arabesques, and I found someone who likes Lily Chou-Chou like I do. 'I was really into it at first, but not anymore.' True. Now that I hear that, I feel like I'm the same way Sometimes I am like water. You say one thing, and I feel that way I am listening to Debussy, but I start to feel like I don't like it that much I went to Bongeun-sa I visit this place like I visit a cafe Is it a silly hobby? I don't dislike myself for being still I meditate before returning When I look at my phone, an hour and a half would have passed I had stopped, for an hour and a half Perhaps I had grown On the way out, I saw a nameless flower I may not know its name, but it made me think spring had come People shoved large cameras at it, to take pictures of the blossom I didn't want to cause harm, so I ducked this low and removed myself Passing underneath the nameless flower. Passing by the spring This is a taxi in Japan That day I was quite so sleepy Who knows if this place is Japan or Korea or Earth or Mars I just wanted to sleep in the bed But I am traveling after all, so might as well play hard Am I lazy because my zodiac is the cow That is too generalized a thought It's just that you love the bed so much Thanks to diligent unnies, my memories of Japan are loud whenever I reminisce Truly what a relief What tea was this Something got into me, and I wanted to be classy and drink warm tea I had a pretty cup so I poured into it Sipping and sipping, I soon emptied it But my heart felt a void I did drink it, but my heart was cold That day was like that So Dohyeon told me this, that the cutting board holders? from Daiso make for good CD holders I had CDs in it at first, but that felt unnecessary, so instead I slotted the books stacked on my desk Books from all different places collected in a spot How is it to meet each other I can't read one book all the way through Still I share my reach around frequently, don't get jealous Every Day Is April Fools is the book I'm reading most often lately Literally every day is April Fools When will it not be April 1st anymore ma'am, please just tell me about your first love Tree seen from my window A person I painted I felt sorry for the tools gathering dust on my bookshelf, so I opened my eyes one morning and painted on my table The first thing I painted was a person I don't know how to sketch, so I went straight to coloring The person I drew seems to be full of thoughts somehow I wonder who you are? Anyway it's nice to meet you, my first painting I gave frequent walks, but the Tamagotchi died again, again What is your problem I'm angry so I'm not raising one again Don't even know where it went Suddenly I want to raise one again The roses I received at the company welcome party I saw these on a desk when I was about to go home So I asked, 'Can I take these home?' They lasted maybe three days Before wilting I threw them out with the regular garbage Flowers are like that They give incredible joy, then are disposed of like they never were But I like that So I keep buying them I found a flower shop near home, and the florist knows me now Flowers grow their whole lives, to bloom once like that And then they wilt I like that What flower shall I buy now Comments section: Carpe diem: What kind of post is this Yves: Stream of consciousness 💨🌪️

[Original blog post] I choose getting rid of Blog-ssi... From, Blog-ssi Never drink carbonated drinks forever vs. never eat ramyeon forever, a balance game! What do you choose!

scared of wide and deep oceans, but I like fishbowls and fish in them [Video: http://blog.naver.com/lastyvesniin

[Link to original blog post] I write for the first time in so long I've been too busy this whole time but also there were a lot of little things to take care of..... But after putting in a lot of effort this week, work got done early and the things I needed to do got delivered early too so my weekend is so relaxed I ate at home and did this crafts thing..? (I'm supposed to make three-dimensional shapes out of paper, I bought it a while back and did it all of a sudden) And after I finished crafting I had nothing to do (I always need something to work on, otherwise I get anxious) So I was reading a book, and then I realized for the past month I've only stayed at home If it wasn't to work So I did this thing called going outside intentionally Immediately went to the cafe to write on the blog,...... It is already June Which is to say it has been an incredibly long time since I stopped writing on the blog I didn't even remember what kind of topics I used to write on So I asked the fans for topic ideas And a lot of people asked for life updates blogging So I will write a shabby life update blog post... Even if you feel like, "How old are the stories this girl is telling" I hope you will look upon me kindly When I went on the Europe tour...! I wasn't supposed to have an off day, but I think one got freed up? So Even in the rain, I was excited and danced in front of the hotel entrance And the stylist dongsaeng took these for me ㅎㅎ That day I went out to buy vintage accessories and ate delicious sushi The timing was then last year...? Is that right What will I do if it's not. But it's not surprising because North America and South America were such a blur that I don't remember what months I visited them in Why did time pass so quickly? I read somewhere that when you feel like time is passing too quickly You should do planks That really is right though When you plank you end up thinking that time should pass a bit more quickly And you realize, was 1 minute this precious and long of a time Why did I live so carelessly this whole time. And you reflect on your actions I was looking for tour photos that I hadn't posted And I found this I'm posting this because my abs are easily visible I don't see abs anymore when I look with my eyes But when I see photos or videos that the fans took They do look visible when I perform It's fascinating and also strange but If it was the other way around, that would be so sad So I have decided to be content. I think this photo was taken after the Europe tour The Grounds shoes' soles are really palpable I think it was in South America? Where I was dancing wearing those And I felt like I'd slip so hard on that slippery stage So during blackout in the middle of the show I took off the shoes. Even if I get shorter, I can't accept falling down.... But I guess that went up on TikTok My friend asked me why I was taking off my shoes on stage, what a ridiculous incident When I dance, if my shoes are bothering me, my whole attention goes to the shoes and I can't focus on anything else So before shows, I fix them really tightly and wear double socks and tie the laces tight too But if the stage is slippery that can't be helped I should have done better.... So when something like that happens, I blame myself and I get sad And after the performance I stay dejected in my room And I keep thinking back to that moment... A selfie from some point I think bangs make a really big difference My mom says I look better with bangs The fans say I look more like a 'woman' without But I think this saying, "Unnie you're like a woman", is so funny and cute I've never been a man, so when they say I'm a woman It's like they're drawing out a certain expression of theirs to the maximum extent So it's so funny and cute Lately I've gotten older so Almost everyone is a younger fan And they're so cute Via message they're like "Sooyoung-ah" But when we meet they become shy girls... I cannot help but love them When I'm at home I can truly 'never' sit still So I paint unidentifiable things While I'm painting it's so fun and time flies But afterwards I wonder what this is... But from a distance it looks like flowers in a vase So I titled it Flower ㅎㅎ; I have more things I drew but I'll post those later Engdus have already gotten to see I got dressed and I felt like I'd seen this somewhere I thought about it more and it was this kid This is a different day but lately I've been wearing those pants so often Of course I'm wearing them right now too Comfy is the best now for real It's so good for going on walks while listening to music on a cool evening There was once I time when I couldn't understand the advice to go on a walk when you have a lot of thoughts No like how am I supposed to go out when I'm lethargic But when you pick your body up and force yourself to go You just end up walking And focusing on the music And thinking, Oh I want to cover this song If it's a problem that won't get resolved no matter how much I stew and worry over it It feels right to just let it go As time passes, according to the way of the world~.. If it doesn't go well, there will be a meaning in accordance with that If it goes well, then it went well so there is nothing better This is so funny Kim Dohyeon went to Ddobogessji Tteokbokki? to eat And said she found my name I tracked down the culprit by sending it on Fromm And found her right away When I thought about it, I'd seen this handwriting often in letters So I thought, why didn't I recognize it What a cute incident 5/24 My birthday,,.! I've never looked forward to my birthday, ever since I was little That was the same this year, but when I went to my birthday cafe and exhibit The fans had sweated to wait and prepare for me They sang for me to make me happy... I really almost cried What is love; this is such an obvious question but When I see the fans I always learn I want to keep learning And I want to give back a lot too I always feel guilty because I'm always only receiving (I'm listening to a sad song right now and tears are suddenly welling up so let me stop writing) The strawberry sando I like It's so good and I tried making it at home too but Buying it outside is the best Right now is dieting period so I can't eat these and I'm sad You wait just a little bit I think this was when I went to the IFC Mall with unnie-ya When we were little I fought so much with my sister and treated her like my nemesis Every time, Mom: "When I'm dead and gone it's just gonna be you two, why do you fight so much!" And now that we're grown I like unnie so much and she's so precious to me But I still want Mom to live long The day I had wine outdoors with my friend This place is really nice The spot is in Yeonnam-dong? Poongwall! The terrace is on the roof so it is a little difficult to carry food and drink up there but it's still romantic ["Time that can't be turned back"] It is already June 8 And almost time for dinner I feel like I just ate lunch. Putting the earnest New Year's wishes to shame I have gone through half of an arid year But if you asked me if I want to go back, I would say I like it right now Parting with my pup, which tore my heart apart two years ago That moment when I held my first solo showcase Meeting fans tens of thousands of kilometers away I believe all of that is serendipity And there is meaning in it all So I wish to not obsess over relations and happenings of the past And experience the present and calmly encounter the sorrows and joys of the future too Recently, the fans have been often telling me that they want to be happy. When I hear that, I want to do anything I can do make them happy So I look up meaningful quotes And I collect all of the green-glowing expressions within me To write and send in a message. Even the pain receptors that process spicy flavor are different for every person So the weight you feel in hardship, the mood you feel in joy How different those must be too And yet I still want this to be consolation to you And so I write a blog post yet again! (So funny how I'm talking like I blog every day) Even in the midsummer heat that is to come Please be happy!

[Link to original post] V^^v . . . . .. . . ​ ​ ​ .. [Upset...] Today Something very upsetting happened. That thing is.., ^^* Today is the start of October. October 1. Armed Forces Day. To cheer on the Ehngdus for their first day of October I opened Fromm However So brazenly She who was named 'Hyeju's Girlfriend' Told me that I was not her first best But she would still cheer for me.. I was so bewildered.. Sigh₩~~ I get it, but hearing that I was their second Put me in a bad mood As everyone knows (probably not) I have four fires in my fortune so I am the jealousy of avatar [sic] I was very upset and teary * (poetic license) So I could not just let this slide Since it was Chuseok (hm) I boldly spoke up And then, the Ehngdus started to compliment me I felt so good.... (Wow!) Hehe [Yes...] That's right....... That's what I'm talking about... Skrrrr That's it right there.. Felt good right away Recovered my vitality That's the end of the diary... A daily routine where my friend is being funny so I stifle laughter at the cafe while pretending to be serious and looking at the laptop On the inside I'm always crying like this If you see me being serious at the cafe Please feel free to approach me Then I am off To root for Tottenham See you laterㅜ! + Tottenham won… Driving me nuts, victory fairy ;

[Link to original post] It's been quite long Since I received these photos But it's been hectic so I'm only posting them nowㅜ (ㅡ)(_) ["Hello. The photos are ready." "Oh thank you, I will come pick them up tomorrow.ᐟ" "Could I also receive them by email?" "Pick up the files.Tomorrow."] Okay. I will. (Sniffle) The owner-nim, a chic urban man He's charming I think I'll be going back ㅡ_- > 0_0 The light was a lot stronger than I thought.. It rained a lot on that day So even the photo seems gloomy somehow. This is a group conference room? Type of place that I visited for the first time We discussed music, and regarding YouTube content I talked with Dohyeon as the time flew by I really feel lately that there's a lot to do when I work alone But I'm sure I can do it if I split my time well? My body does not let me... My stamina, please hang in there At the entrance of the exhibition At that bookstore we went into after getting rained on Dohyeon called to me, and I got this photo snapped I really don't like those bangs But that too must be a memory, right? ["Wishing that tomorrow will be a day when you can be happy and be less sad"] This piece of film just got obliterated But I figured there must be a meaning to anything So I gazed into it for a long time And the scratchy noise on the film, that seems to sound like static Felt like radio, so I wrote something down Like a typical closing message on the radio Rather than struggling to become happy no matter what And stepping up to do something On a particularly melancholy day, if you are able to let it slide Thinking, "Some days are like this~" And if you are able to feel comfort from the small things around you Wouldn't that be another name for happiness too… After receiving a letter about happiness from an Ehngdu And thinking hard about it I think I've also demanded happiness upon you all At all times So I've written this out, rambling. Definitely a chatty person Anyway. You don't have to be happy today. You can be happy tomorrow instead. ᐟ So I'll be by your side So that you may be happy, as I wish Earlier, one Ehngdu said today is confession day I love you, truly♡̈ From the bottom of my heart. ᐟ But at any rate When will I be able to sleep... Should I just stay up? ㅠㅠ Comments section: PREPARED GIFTS: Hing I'm also having trouble sleeping so I don't know if this will help but,,, They say getting out of bed is one way to help fall asleep! Just staying up is not good for you ,,,,, Maybe a warm cup of tea? Don't work though,,,, Yves: Ohhh how about eating breakfast? 3_3 PREPARED GIFTS: Oh! Breakfast,,, Is good too maybe. But what if you don't fall asleep until you digest,,?ㅜ It'll be big trouble if you miss sleep timing Yves: I just lie down. If it hurts. I take. Meds. PREPARED GIFTS: Kyat I'll do that too from now on

[Link to original post] ["Owner coming today"] Have you been well I have caught a severe cold Took meds and sleep is flooding over me Reading your updates and comments Made me feel like I need to hurry up and write a post So I brought this warning note Is there any routine you'd like to hear about or see in particular I will add them when I write tomorrow Please leave them in the comments Bye~ ᶻ 𝗓 𐰁 ᶻ 𝗓 𐰁 Comments section: Jimin: You provide endless updates on Fromm so I don't~ really have any curiosity🍙 Yves: Ehng, please be more curious Crunchapple: How about using this opportunity, when the owner is missing, to do WhatsInGowon'sHouse? Yves: Ahh ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ Yves: [photo reply] [Dongsaeng: Oh man ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ Yves: I read it out because it looked like something fancy, but it's so ridiculously funny]

[Link to original post] [Whether conscious or unconscious, simply by virtue of being alive, we are active participants in the always-ongoing process of creation. To live as an artist is one way to exist in the world. It is a method of recognition and a practice of being attentive. It is to hone your senses in order to detect even more minute sounds. It is to find what pulls and pushes you away. In this way, when appropriate decisions are made one after the other, your entire life becomes self-expression. In this creative universe, you exist as a creative being. As a work of art unique in all the universe.] [All things have an expiration, all uses under the sun have their time, there is a time of birth and time of death, a time to sow and a time to reap, a time to kill and a time to heal, a time to cry and a time to laugh, a time to demolish and a time to build, a time to grieve and a time to dance, a time to throw the stone and a time to put away the stone. But we do not choose the flow of time. We participate in an act of creation larger than ourselves, but we are not its center. We simply act as we are guided. An artist, like all things in nature, follows the time-table set by the universe. One who has the most fine-tuned antenna, to pull in the resonant energy in a given moment, becomes the most excellent artist.] The Creative Act: A Way of Being -Rick Rubin- Each of you is a work of art unique in the whole universe. How even your dry and tasteless days, in your world, are such a creative footprint. Again today, the resonant energies are being snatched up by my broken and rusty antenna It may be a little crude but I'm pretty decent too + [How could we recognize a signal that we cannot hear and is ill-defined? Do not try to find it. That is the answer. Do not try to predict how to enter inside, or to analyze. Instead, create an empty space, so that the energy can enter you. To do so, you need a free space in a corner of your mind, one that isn't filled with things. A space with no mass. So that we can pull in the creative material that the universe generates. It's not so difficult to make free space in your heart. BECAUSE WE WERE ALWAYS FREE!!! An artist who continuously creates excellent work throughout their life doesn't lose their childhood self. Practice -> freedom, being able to keep with the time table of the universe!] Look at us so free, we are free... If I'm savoring it this much I won't finish reading this for another 10 years

[Link to original post] I'm going to post the exhibition review before I sleep tonight ["I'll be back soon. Stay right there and wait. ... I love you Geum Jan-di."] Comments section: Seo: I feel like you blog more frequently than my friends Yves: Literally ㅋㅋ Is she even an idol?🤭 Ongi: Then I will wait to read and comment on unnie's exhibition review before sleeping! Yves: Ongi.. I will remember you~ Ongi: Oh... Uh... Uh...! Yves: Everybody wake up now

[Link to original blog post] Like a torn notepad After being ripped out Pieces of my heart remain, ragged It's messy and unkempt So I pull them apart one by one And then the whole thing falls out This wasn't what I wanted It was just one thing that was bothering me The empty notepad Feels hollow, so I try to attach it back But now this is just useless paper I couldn't even write anything yet But full of attachment, I'm unable to throw them away And these thin notepads and notes pile and fill up the room

[Link to original post] Park Chaewon gave me this They're just like wings Once I dreamed about receiving wings If I get the opportunity, I'd love to tell the full story sometime I dream very often, and even though I think myself strange, on a day when I wake up refreshed, with gleaming eyes, I wonder what last night's dream was After thinking for a long time, my head starts to hurt again Anything can make you sad and disappointed, if you had it and lost it I never wanted that shape But when I kept the window open, the dawn breeze crafted it for me Who are you, breeze of such excellent skill Anyway, thank you Y V E S V was sick, but has shaken it off fully And when I dance in the living room, they gather like that and stare at me Please don't forget my ludicrous floundering from today But since you forget easily I'll dance again for you tomorrow ["And when I returned to the room, I too would be empty inside, and sometimes I would mimic the same expressions that the empty images would make when they called to somebody"] ["Ever since, in my eyes The half moon would often reflect Half would be white And half would be bright"] ["I would like my cause of death to be like yours The windows have already in part gone over the night. Even if it is not in our sleep I would like my cause of death to be like yours The way I mourn your dawn in this place is pondering how to never again face the dawn or how to stop such encounters before falling asleep"] Late night snacks [T/N: styled to also read as "sustenance"] for the mind I'm incapable of reading one book for a long time Maybe because of my hurried temper I want to read many books quickly So I bear the toil of having to reread two or three pages when I go to pick it up again Today's sustenance was a buffet And with my head, my heart, so full as to give me indigestion I again cannot fall asleep, like the yesterday of every day In a packed rectangular room. Random I was having sashimi and soju with Park Chaewon And some soju made it onto Park Chaewon's ssam wrap Once upon a time We used to clamor "A promise and the best all at once" And now we've ended up learning how to consume sashimi and soju at once This time please don't die I am not drunk The day of the profile shoot Me yesterday What will tomorrow's me look like? I wish you a warm and peaceful night

[Link to original post] [Three videos, with titles as follows:] "A fan goes through fall and winter and spring, and only sings out loud for one season" "A shadow in the deep night spoke to me" "Wind can be biting, yet refreshing"

[Link to original post] [- To the test-takers - I have written so many words yesterday and today before erasing them!!! I felt like it would be pressure to you, so for a long time I debated what to say, and in the end, I have made the selfish decision To tell you the words that I want to hear the most >...< You've worked so hard all this time, and the future that will make you happy Is sure to come, and as always, hardships (get the heck out) will come to you but you are strong enough to overcome them easily, and in spite of that, I hope things will be easier for you, that you will smile more. I am always on your side!!!!! ❤️ CSAT daebak hwa.i.ting 🙂🌷 - From Yves~ -] I really debated about this for two days. Also I wrote this on my belly and Kim Dohyeon got on my back and went Baggy Jeans and didn't let me focus so it was really hard... This took me seven tries to write... Didn't want it to be too serious So I wrote in cute lettering Welp CSAT daebak talisman photocard (whatever it's a photocard) Let's go.ᐟ This is the one I scrapped because I felt like it read like an apology letter as I was writing I will say no more Test-takers, hwaiting.ᐟ Take lots and lots of good energy🍀 CSAT is so annoying~

[Link to original post] Ha Sooyoung. I certainly promised myself I would go to sleep early I made a firm vow, that tomorrow I will dot my face, like a reborn person And smell the morning. But the night is particularly long And the late hours are hard to fall asleep in What do I long for from the day left undone, that I should toss and turn (All I do is melt my frontal lobe watching Reels, reading books, watching YouTube, and such) ["Health! Courage! Happiness! Love!"] Please take some The dawn has passed and morning is here And I thought of you, so I opened the blog Whether you are someone who asks about my day every day, like an attendance marker whether you are shy, or whether you were riding the waves (if you get it fold your finger) To all, I wish you a happy day I ask of you.ᐟ 💚 Comments section: Hyei: Ha Yves I love you I really love you I love you lots and lots [Image of text: "If you were next to me you would literally deserve 100 kisses"] Yves: I want those kisses DruNkENhwAnG: Every day. Repeat. [Image: "Watching idol videos until 2-3am"] Yves: Just saying idol encompasses quite a lot so may I ask specifically which idol you are watching

[Link to original post] From, Blog-ssi As a homebody, Blog-ssi does many different things at home! How do you spend a busy day even at home? To. Blog-ssi ["Reflexively pulling the covers over"] ["What is happening...? My body won't listen to me..."] ["You've escaped to a cool place" "Escaped reality"] ["Who are you two" "You when at home" "You when outside"]

[Link to original post] From, Blog-ssi Blog-ssi failed to book a ticket for a favorite singer's concert. Please share your unique concert ticketing tips that never fail~ 1 Recruit mercenaries 2 Pray at home

[Link to original post] From, Blog-ssi Blog-ssi has gotten quite feeble from lack of exercise. Please share sweet tips for summer stamina training that isn't too hard~ To. Blog-ssi Me too ["I'm getting dizzy... I'll endure a little more and then pass out"] ["However the body does not cooperate"]

[Link to original post] From, Blog-ssi Blog-ssi is enjoying a cool indoors date. Please introduce an exhibit that you were impressed by recently~ [People generally feel a sense of distance when they think 'abstract'. Despite the numerous elements that form our surroundings already being abstract, they treat the abstraction in a painting and the abstraction encountered in everyday life completely differently, and feel them differently. For example, they might look at the sunset and feel that it's beautiful, but they look at a painting depicting only a sunset and say that they don't understand abstraction. (This, on the other hand, is a transgression of modern art as well.) This exhibit was prepared to help the understanding of abstraction, through the many pathways that reach, or resolve in, abstraction. This is not for study, but out of a desire that everyone would respect their own sense of aesthetic. I would wish that you come to realize that abstraction isn't anything special, either. The ultimate goal of painting is to contribute towards every individual living as independent beings. - The fifth and sixth floors consist of works that express thoughts on current events using sayings and aphorisms. (Some pieces were included out of the notion that the extraction of essence is itself an abstract process.) - The fourth floor was a reaction to strong memories that remain through my childhood through adolescence, and an abstraction of those shards. - The third floor are works that translate the abstract fragments we encounter around us. Wishing you an enjoyable time. -Yoon Dong-chun] ["From your painting I reminisced on my childhood I grieved, felt warmth, felt comfort Even if my future, which had been abstract continues to be abstract That wouldn't be so bad Ha Sooyoung."] To, Blog-ssi Let me come back in the morning I'm gonna save this topic + [Breaking news] Miss Ha, struggling due to lyrics not coming to mind Sighs from fans awaiting the blog post, "Why didn't you do it earlier"... Miss Ha feeling wronged, "Not feeling inspired ["younggam"; also "old man"]" Cold reactions from netizens, "You don't even have a husband" I shall see you tomorrow morning I am sorry Comments section: Yves: Our shop is on regular operating hours (falls apart) [Note: Yves came back to this post the next day and fleshed it out with more photos and text, as below] I'm sorry Have you been well Due to your waiting I was able to wrap up the lyrics well And rubbing my sleepy eyes I have returned to the blog Thank you for waiting I hope this assuages your anger.. Actually only made the fans angrier I made time for the first time in a while to attend this exhibit, thinking ‘I want to go. ᐟ’ Let's get started Go go In the Taxi - Veve These stockings began their relationship with me on that day And that's when it ended too A quick snap without driver-nim knowing The snapping sound is so loud Grab Kim Dohyeon snatched my leg as soon as she saw me Pretty huh Ear cuffs purchased for 5000 won off the street. ᐟ Been using them every dayy Now, that's all for the exhibit recap. It does feel quite lethargic in the steaming heat these days, and I think it is so hard to leave the house~ But when I make time to see an exhibit, my body and spirit both Feel healthier, you know? I hope you also won't just stay at home because it's hot. ᐟ There are many exhibits underway So hope you will spend Great times~ with great people. ᐟ This has been the exhibit recap Have a nice day tomorrow as well neighbor-nims. ᐟ This post was written by Sooyoung, who is Dohyeon's friend and not Sojung's friend While being threatened Mountain after mountain A dog's eyes only see dung Water flows to the lowest place This is where my feet and eyes lingered for the longest on this day Just like an abstract painting, until I saw the title I couldn't tell what message it was trying to impart But the rough white dots painted below Naturally drew my gaze from top to bottom As my eyes created waves over and over again, I discovered the title And could only nod my head "Ah". The Moon also tilts when it is full Yes, Even the Moon tilts when it's full So who am I to What are we to [If you say nothing then nothing will happen] If you say anything then anything will happen Angels Their sleeping figures Gave me such a peaceful feeling, and yet "Mournful" Photography too can be abstract, indeed That's right In elementary school. When school was out, I would stay with my grandmother in the countryside. Every day I set out to the fields, to the mountains, in search of playthings. The happiest memories of my childhood. A heaven on earth, no one there to interfere. When the break ended and I would return to Seoul, Nureongie the dog would follow me out to the newly paved road. I learned goodbyes. "I learned goodbyes" To me, a good piece of art Is something that draws out empathy. Not forcefully, but genuinely. The color and words of the artist resembled Those from when I experienced parting from Haneul In high school Drumming seemed cool, so I joined the band Then I looked closer, and I would have had to circle the school field wearing the bass drum for every assembly I said I wanted to quit, and they said I would get a beating first I told them to hit me, and they said this was the first time so they would let it slide I didn't have any place to go, so I joined art class Damn it. People would call that fate too. 'Damn it. ᐟ‘ That the fate of the artist Encountered me by fate In front of my eyes, that's so fascinating I didn't want to go to school, but wasn't brave enough to drop out So during class, I brought books I wanted to read and read them, and dozed off, and scribbled Sometimes, I wanted to show off to friends who were checking what I was reading And powered through some nonsense books Yes, it's 'learning', which a person should never be lazy about until they die I have come to think of it as separate from 'study', which accords to temporary need Sentences that spoke to me so so much. The artistic areas that I need to study endlessly as a singer Are of course most important But there are areas to study until I die, as a human being And so, in any meaning, Studies, learning, cannot be skimped on Will I be able to know everything before I go? The field I've gotten interested in lately is humanities I would like to understand even just the 'h' of humanities. I didn't think I could provide for a family if I painted, so I decided to give up on marriage. In hot-blooded youth, I debated for half a year before making that decision. Then I told Father that I would attend art school, and he immediately turned it down After running away from home a few times, I finally got permission. With my future pride and everything on the line, I clashed with Father. After that, I've never thought of any other path than painting The colors of the abstract piece somehow Reminded me of my firm-willed predebut self And wrung out painful smiles out of me A bug Truly fascinating Next to a piece called 'Bug' There was a real bug Is this intended by the artist There was a bug meandering around the piece Bug. I supposed that it was a bug that has some perspective for paintings. -Kim Dohyeon- <- Enjoyed viewing with this buddy here. -Park Chaewon- By Kim Dohyeon, Park Chaewon Ha-drinking-again When we get together like this I'm always the only one drinking ㅠ ㅠ I still like it though (I don't) I know you don't like stuff like exhibits But you still went with me, and how much I should cherish that I once again realized (Are you reading?) For me, who always needs certainty and precision To feel satisfied The exhibition by artist Yoon Dong-chun-nim Undid my compulsion, playfully and humorously. [Yves' own note from above] I will live Abstractly

[Link to original post] Again today For writing your heart to me Thank you Comments section: Yves: I can't receive letters for the time being, so please send as many as you want on here 🫶 Thank you always 🥺

[Link to original post] From, Blog-ssi A special festival you can only enjoy in summer! Please share some proof photos from attending heat-blasting summer festivals! To, Blog-ssi The lotus flowers I've come to love so much They grow out of muddy water ["Bongeun Temple Lotus Festival"] Visit if you get a chance.ᐟ This is a place where I got drenched in sweat recently. My body felt heavy and like I was about to die But my heart felt like it would live, so much I introduce to you that summer day of mine There was a lotus festival that day so Including some photos too.ᐟ * Lotus flowers, my very favorite Having the chance to see them to heart's content, I lingered awhile in the scorching sun Gazing intently People don't know, That I'm looking where they had taken root They must think that I'm just looking at the flowers and taking their photos People wouldn't know, Comments section: damn21: Whether Ha Sooyoung was looking at the flowers or the roots, no one would have cared. Because they too saw only what they wanted to see. Yves: Aha .ᐟ

[Link to original post] From, Blog-ssi July, when the summer begins to really heat up! Is there anything you want to make sure to do in July? To, Blog-ssi I was wracking my brain too hard to write And ended up only writing down overly productive things So I deleted the whole thing and I'm starting over... 1. Going to a cafe during the rainy season and reading a poem anthology. As someone who must not go anywhere and stay home whenever it rains It's a massive decision to go outside with a book when it's raining Also I have to sit by a window no matter what. I'm a romanticist Also since it is raining, to get rid of the moisture, the owner will certainly blast the A/C So as someone who gets cold easily, I have to bring outerwear! Sometimes, when I'm reading poems, I go 'Wow! How could they write such an expression!' And I am amazed But if I just turn the page, it feels as if the words that came into my hands are taken away again. On any piece of paper, even a receipt, once I've written it down and put it away Sometime later I'll open it back up, like a gift, while cleaning, and then I think again. 'Wow! How could they write such an expression!' In those moments, like a piece of mail missing its sender, it feels like someone's secretly left it at my home. For a maximalist like me, this notebook also is an item that I might lose on any day but Let's be together The Apple Notebook, the texture of which shows better in the flashlight [Jeong Hye-yoon - Anyway, Take Notes] I also bought this book at the same time I bought it as if possessed after reading the first page. "I should have made a note" 2. In Dohyeon's room, eating Kkandori and watching movies and chatting all night The important thing here is that we need the 'fan'. A while ago, I was chatting at Dohyeon's place about how we express things And we fell asleep at 7am. The fan running all strained, and the two of us leaning because the ice cream we held was melting. At the same time, the two of us said, 'Wow! This feels so much like summer right now!' We felt summer within the summer. Naturally, because it's summer But it's quite the different thing than treading on cold snow and reminiscing a summer gone by. Dohyeon eats big ice cream by herself. Also, Dohyeon is a movie buff, to the point that she's written reviews of Around 1900 movies, one by one. Even mundane worries or boring topics Become tied to a movie when she speaks And that is such an interesting thing to me. So typically I end up finding out how a movie ends before I look that movie up on Netflix. You might think it boring, but it's so much fun when the things I discussed with Dohyeon happen one by one. That's how I ended up watching the drama 'The Good Place' And that's why I've been going to bed in the morning every day Now on Season 2 3. Avoiding trouble When I was little, our family got hit squarely by Typhoon Maemi ["Cicada"]. Ever since then, summer has always seemed like a butterfly that hides a knife behinds its back. (There is also Typhoon Nabi ["Butterfly"]..) At any rate, my biggest wish is that everyyyone, not just those around me would go through this summer without trouble. For some reason summer always gets romanticized, so you just see this word and it feels like a sun-drenched youth. But someone out there must have felt endlessly depressed at the long rainy season And someone else must have felt anxious at the approaching typhoons What really is there to happiness~~~~~~ If nothing bad happens, that's good enough Even if the sores that have grown in your heart keep throbbing Even if this summer is more humid than the last We have many more summers that are yet to come~ Let's have another good~ summer together Bye! Image is unrelated to the text.

[Link to original post] From, Blog-ssi When you feel like you're falling behind others, what's your unique way to recharge confidence? So you have fallen behind... Work even harder, Ha Sooyoung + ["Do not settle in life"] Comments section: Watermelon: There is no way that someone who sleeps this late even after working hard all day could ever fall behind Yves: So I was watching Netflix and ... Yves: These days I feel like I've only been writing short posts... Soon I'll capture my daily life in another long post. I read a comment that someone reads and rereads my blog in the subway and it was somehow moving. To think that the writing that leaves my hands in the moment I publish the post are feelings that will be reread by somebody. I will work hard, with all my heart

[Link to original blog post] I was just living like this every day And then people were asking a lot about my makeup on Fromm So I came on here thinking, mmm shall I write something on the blog But now I'm so taken aback (positive) Had to refresh five times Did I do something wrong Did I say something controversial I had to think Because the last time I checked my subscribers It was around ten thousand and I didn't write any posts and my blog is gathering dust ;;;;;;;;;;;; ["After calming my nervous heart..."] ["I can't believe this reality right now"] Soon I will return to write a post I can't believe this reality right now Thank you Comments section: Haebing : I'm holding my breath until unnie writes a new post Yves: Oh no I'll have to write quickly;;;;;;;;;;;;;

[Original blog post] I'm famous (not famous) for not having hobbies [Video: "Sooyoung at Peru game"] Soccer felt weird on the day we won the lawsuit I was actually calm Hearing Mom's voice, crying, over the phone I asked, Mom why are you crying [Video: "A heart needs cleaning too"] A place I visit regularly when I feel complicated, day and night I don't have much to call a hobby I was jealous of a proper hobby, like everyone else has And after much wandering, I encountered soccer It's something I'm grateful for Something that lets me boldly say, This is my hobby Not me playing, of course, but watching. Sitting still, watching the players who Fiercely put their lives on the line for a ball, something hard to identify blooms in my heart. "Once upon a time, I too lived so fiercely that I'd have put my life on the line." Filling the hiatus densely with this thought To me it's another term for consolation [Video: "But I'm going to survive until the end"] My motto these days: I was born on this world, let's live it out however I can It's separate from a hobby but To live so fiercely that I might die Is my motto No matter if this happens or that, let's stay alive and be happy, right Reading the comments, I think that this place Gives you some consolation, no matter how little From now on, even if it has nothing to do with the post Please speak lots of your mind No, you're not talking to yourself. I'm here, aren't I? Have a good night + ?: Does your friend not own a desk? This is from right now Adding this I felt a happiness From, Blog-ssi This summer I've vowed to learn a new hobby! The activity log of someone who's hobby-rich and likes everything! Please share with some videos~ Comments section: 08: If we meet in league play this season we're not going easy on you. - From a Liverpool fan. Yves: You never went easy on us

[Original blog post] ["Don't forget that you have work tomorrow"] From, Blog-ssi: Blog-ssi often listens to scary stories on the radio. Tell a horror story you know, that would blow this heat right away~ Comments section: Dab: I'm resting tomorrow though Yves: Resting is work too.ᐟ Get deep rest and don't worry Synthetic Cherry Scent: Unemployed girl will just keep on walking Yves: Come over here Yves: I'm sorry I can't reply to every comment. But the fact is that I am reading every single one. This is fact... Everyone I wish you a good night

[Original blog post] The Chapaguri I just ate, unnie-ya even fried an egg for me ㅠ It was so hot while we were making this And Ogu (the cat) kept meowing So I grabbed the fan, and Ogu started to cheer, as if to say "yeah that's it" So I turned it on in that direction And then we just cooked while sweating It's Kkandori's spot but Nougat Bar took the center spot ; #StopKkandoriDiscrimination #NoDungeoningKkandori The member being pushed by the ice cream discount store owner, 'Nougat Bar' Seeing as how it occupies an entire compartment It's the clear center ["Restock Kkandori"] I flashed this at the store CCTV and rubbed my hands together to beg It's not easy to stan Kkandori Kkandori, don't be discouraged, let's become a popular member ["Gotta start the day with iced cAffee"] A year-round kind of food Blog-ssi seems Quite diligent + Adding a photo because this seems like false advertising It is Monday When will Monday not feel burdensome anymore ? Even during a frustrating and intense day, wishing fervently that a small happiness Will make you let out a smile, even for a moment Sleep well 💚 From, Blog-ssi Blog-ssi often makes refreshing noodles to eat. Please introduce a nice special dish to make in summer, along with a photo! Comments section: Suzzi: Btw what does Kkandori taste like?!? I've never tried but now I'm curious because of uhngnie... Yves: Hm like it's not whole red bean so it's soft and sweet and subtle and at first it's hard but if you let it melt a little it's savory and crunchy... Dust: But how come Sooyoungie is taking a selfie in a corner behind the door, still you're pretty ~♡ Yves: That spot gets great lighting ~ Yoohyun: Oongnie sometimes they have Kkandori at Daiso!! ♡ Yves: What.ᐟ 📝..🫶

[Original blog post] After practice, back in my dorm, in the silent closet I packed down my clamors into a diary Which piled up layer by layer onto my finger and hardened Quietly I gazed at my finger And gathering the faint images that floated into mind I conjured Mom I faced my mom for the first time in a long while, the wrinkles between her eyebrows creasing deep Her smile lines were not as deep somehow, but her mouth seemed to droop Haneul-ie, who left my side Perhaps because she was curled up every day Her front legs had rolled up, which only after she breathed her last breath At last straightened out For some time, What is it that I could do For what purpose was I born on this Earth No matter how much I asked, the open-ended question of loneliness Remained unsolved I stood up my two feet on my revolving Earth And kept, I kept, seeking the whereabouts of disappeared stars Towards the empty, pitch-black universe, with a tilted throat I exhale a syllable of a song that could extinguish at any moment I still think of Haneul when I look at the sky And so I started to look only at the ground Soon enough, the top of my feet are submerged in muddy waters And they cry, weeping, every time I walk Do you have someone that you still ache over too Do you still walk over damp ground If I knew it would be this way, I should have named you something difficult Like that, I spend every dawn mulling It doesn't feel real that what remains of you is but a handful. I keep finding myself hugging a doll about the same size as you. The sky grows brighter Tap Tap Tap Yes, baby, bidding me to look out the window 'Unnie, today it will rain. So it's not your fault, unnie' 'Okay, thanks. I won't cry today' 'Okay. But unnie, how come you sleep in the sea?' [Written on the box: 2023. 01. 15 Around PM 11:00, departed for Puppy Planet... Haneul Goodbye Be happy And healthy] Are you well? Forever my dongsaeng Today I packed my things from the practice room and brought them back.ᐟ Many thoughts are running through my head, so I am recording my day. Footsteps made over the damp ground Will disappear when the rain falls I console your grief With grief Once again today, wishing you peace For each of you that I've reached by coincidence, your names unknown, but beloved by me Wishing that the long, long rainy season that's approached us Will not be feared 🫶 Comments section: Yves: This seems just about the time when you might lie in bed and read this, so I'm posting this now. You've all worked so hard today, love ya more than anything 💋 Yves: Thanks for pointing out the typo ^~^🫶 Everyone I'm lying down over here eating jelly, please don't cry anymore., And have a good night🛌

[Link to original post] ["Unnie I wanna see a blogeu from you.... Please"] Hello It has been too long since I stopped writing on the blog I've been wanting so badly to write but, gee Due to this personality where I have to do everything right to the end It's hard for me to start things, so here I am giving excuses for why I'm late But I have been reading every single comment you have been posting For the sentiments I am so overwhelmingly grateful for, I'm sorry and I love you I promised you to write a blog post this evening no matter what So I could not put this off any longer and I pulled out my laptop. Due to my nails that have grown commensurate with the time that's passed, it is quite difficult to type (the heck am I saying I got extensions) I finished the last music show Compared to how much I have asked you to wait and wait I felt like the promotions were too short and I have not shown you worthy performances So I very much did not like myself, and I kept thinking "Next album I am l i t e r a l l y gonna kill it.." I'm not actually planning on killing people, more like just working to death Anyway after debuting like this and looking back I feel such affection for my fans who endured those times when even I was tired and exhausted What good did I do in my past life that I was allowed to meet you all I am so thankful today that we were born in the same age, share the same interests, and tell the same time As I say that, I almost deleted this post by accident In this moment I am also thankful that it did not get deleted Indeed each moment of living in this world is a constant stream of gratitude I was sick I absolutely abhor exaggerating sickness But this enteritis had me in a real duel against the grim reaper ... I don't know how many thousands of times I was groaning "aigo" on the bed.. And thinking about how being sick prevented me from doing the last show properly It was a tough time on my body and mind alike But I am better now and able to write like this so.. Again thank you Me stuck in the MCD waiting room Me taking a weird selfie at Show Champ. Mom and Grandma came to Seoul on showcase day and stayed a few days with me How my heart aches when we are apart I would have dreams about Mom dying and cry loudly in the morning But whenever I actually see them, I'm just the cynical youngest daughter While I was gone, they told my sister that they're sad how I'm always only working all the time And how I never tell them anything that happens, anything that bothers me. I don't tell them because I don't want to burden them, but that too becomes disappointment The relationship between mother and daughter is complicated But I also understand her better than anyone When I was little, I disliked how Mom would cry at something small I was anxious when Mom would clutch her heart and take meds when there was a loud noise But when I face the years, it is Mom, not me, whom I see in the mirror I am growing to resemble Mom I gained life from my mom And ever since I was separated from her, even though she is by my side I suppose I miss the moments when we were together, because I am always hungering for my mom's embrace. Once when I looked at Mom's notebook, I saw me there as well. Mom was a girl too once. Mom also missed Mom, and she missed Dad too. Mom. I miss you too I write my love for you like this I've told you already but wish you a happy 60th birthday, Mom Even more than my own birthday. Thank you for being born Shall we change the subject The day when I filmed YouTube with Choa unnie This is my perspective when I woke up from sleep I was blackout drunk yes The pretty roses that Director Byeong-gi-nim sent me on showcase day Thank you, Father Me that's now in the past, telling myself "Let's go! Let's not get nervous and do well" Pretty lotus flowers that I found on Pinter Sooyoung tired from practice This is a flower that bloomed upside down No, I lied to you You may have noticed, but I simply took this photo upside down The world is such a place where truth is one thing if you say it is and it is another thing if you say it is There is no such thing is a person who is one kind of way or another No such thing is "this is misfortune" or "that is happiness" The important thing is the perspective you see with And I think I am still clumsy Today I will try sleeping upside down For walking upside down is dangerous Please have a peaceful night

[T/N: This post combines two of Yves' posts from the same night: "Hello^^" and "The Blog You Ordered Is Here".] [Link to first post] [Link to second post] Post: Hello^^ ["Our restaurant is operating normally"] How many in your party? Please have a seat over there^^ . . . I'm going to write a post today I am sorry to make you wait for so long I will return after midnight Wish you tasty dinners and warm evenings Bye~~~~~~ +Due to requests to attach face photos… Comments section: Young: SWF review gogo please Yves: Yas understood Mh: What are you having for dinner Yves: Jaecheop-guk Lee Chaewon: Can I get tonkatsu? Yves: Yes yas tonkatsu will take 50 minutes. Is that okay?.*^^ Post: The Blog You Ordered Is Here Hello Have you been well The days have suddenly grown cold As for me? Just like an annual, recurring regional festival I caught a cold as the seasons changed, and I ate well and got sick and On some days I skipped meals because I had no appetite And I've been hearing the feel-good nagging from you all, and just like that I've been spending my days +Scroll warning Tottenham The routines These are sticker photos I took today And I can apply filters, amazing. One day a fallen leaf grew out of my toe (actually it fell) Today I ate this lasagna and... risotto..?.. But the employee there recognized me somehow and gave me free dessert, thank you, how did you know.. So fascinating Went to the SWF audience yesterday And I've been lying down for hours due to nausea... I'm a country kid so I can't ride in cars for long Sob I can't even do swings or seesaws or amusement park ridesㅜ Standing at SWF was so tiring So I was crouching from time to time And I found this sparkly piece of paper This reminded me of Queendom and the concert too And thinking to myself, so our fans must have had it this tough to watch us They must have gone home to lie down like me It was like I spilled gukbap in my heart, and I became a twenty-something woman who Cried alone while crouching in general admission (I didn't cry ㅋ) Seriously this part was so awesome and I was just Punching my forehead Of course I wore a beanie so it didn't hurt Sigh Bada unnie why do you keep smiling for me Let go of me, that unnie smiled at me first; Pretty pose when stepping out of the shop Just took one for no reason ㅋ Celplay (celebrity play) Mom sent me banchan once again Back in the day, taking Grandma's banchan out of the fridge to eat Used to be so natural, but living on my own now, I receive banchan instead.. Every time I feel guilty and thankful and everything Grandma is now older, so Mom makes the banchan for me Still tastes just as good The cooking skill of the women in our family doesn't go anywhere. When I first came to Seoul and lived in the underground practice studio Grandma used to come to Seoul herself to give me banchan But now, my grandmother asks to go back home after just a little bit of walking I'm 27 years old now too And all I can see is my family getting older and older When I'm still just like a child The fact that I want to help them smile more And at the same time, want to help them age slowly and gradually Is that somehow selfish - while thinking about that I pottered and made rice balls for Dohyeon to eat when she goes to work Late-night meal from some night Sometimes I'm confused whether my mind feels empty Or my belly feels empty And we agreed to call that "gaining weight" The trees have dyed their hair Can I touch you A synesthetic photo where you can feel the warm breath just by looking Ogu slept soundly when I laid out the warm padded jacket Are you doing well I was heading home and this seemed like my blog so I filmed it My favorite thing is lying down... Even knowing that caffeine doesn't suit me I live with coffee on me Sometimes I work hard on my job Sometimes I get off work in the morning And on the weekends I take leisurely walks often too Apparently we can't use those paper cups anymore This is an old photo.ᐟ This is the day I caught a cold The photos are ordered all over the place So it must have been hard to read ㅎㅎ But please look upon them kindly... Like this, I'm so brazen and slow And I talk a big game because I can run my mouth Got too many thoughts and worries Get sick here and there and all I do is whine And yet you still look forward to me and cheer for me I still cannot dare to fathom that heart But I don't think that's because of anything that I have I'm always grateful for everything that allowed You all and I to meet and cheer for each other in this way And I am working hard to pay it back ["For cherishing and encouraging and supporting and cheering and adding and pushing and worrying and agonizing"] Here I am with just words again... All I have are guilty feelings... All your feelings that you are sending via DM and comments and blog and Fromm I am reading all of them And I am praying for you to be genuinely happy So we are exchanging invisible hot packs With each other It will be winter soon, so I should stock up on some hot packs again At these sighs I exhale habitually, at the mere light greetings I write down If the worries that made you sick with concern Could be spat out even momentarily, I would love that very much So let us, together Live out tomorrow again I love ya ㅋ ["Goodbye..."] What a pointless post this is But thank you for waiting until this late hour And for reading We're closing up shop now so please go We need to shut down the kitchen Comments section: Yenny: Sooyoung, thank you for coming again like this! You are such an awesome person for your very existence ㅎㅎㅎ I'm happy I get to cheer for you. Even this waiting is so precious. I'm just thankful ㅎㅎㅎㅎ I'm still cheering for you today! Yesterday I again loved some Ha woman diligently.... I'll love you more today. Sleep tight and sweet dreams! A pretty person is allowed to do that ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ Love you'-'!❤ I think your writing is always so good. I think I cheer for you even more because I know you're not just words ㅋㅋㅋ Thanks:)❤ Yves: I'm going to cry Hiyo: Kitchen closing ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ Yibu unnie is so cute•••🍎❤️ Every sentence of unnie's is so relatable••• Especially that part about how you only see your family aging••• I want to establish myself already and be the one to give them better things and tastier things from now on and to make them happy.ᐟ Reading unnie's words while prepping for job search and getting emotional on this late night ㅎㅎㅎ I'm always cheering for you•••🩷 I'll give you all the hot packs of the heart you want •••❤️‍🔥 Yves: You. Are gonna do great. Got it? You're gonna be great no matter what Yves: Hwaiting for job search, also the counter is closed Yves: It's so cute how everyone's writing private comments, but it's a shame I have to keep these to myself, why are you writing private comments? You embarrassed???? Yves: Am I embarrasing to you?.?....???? So In: If unnie replies to my comment, the views on my blog go up... Yves: Is that so?

[Link to original post] Starting work session (only talking about it) ["Sometimes making it difficult physically Sometimes making it difficult mentally"]

[Link to original post] Blah blah random important-sounding title For Ehngdu Crunchapples (fans) When you're at work And pretending to type on your keyboard I made this post so you can chatter away ["The employees all seem out of it too"] + You asked to see me too so Hmm~ But not my fault If you get found out because of this~~~~~~^~^

[Link to original post] Hello this is Yves I haven't been able to write on the blog at all lately, right When someone said they read my writing over and over again on the commute Those words kept lingering in my mind And so I've opened the blog window like so Ah, but I have been checking the comments gratefully every day Once again, thank you so much ♡̈ I am at my family home right now As soon as I arrived, I ate a home-cooked meal with only the banchan that I love. It was so tasty that I ate the whole bowl while chatting away with Mom and Grandma. Ah, do you know about agar bean soup? When I was little, whenever I opened the fridge after school there was always agar bean soup. And it was ever so tasty. 'Boogie'. On & On This is a photo I sent on Fromm I noticed this thing is there now Apparently the name is Boogie 笑 笑 FYI, "Boogie On & On" was my CyWorld BGM in high school The moment you opened my homepage 'I'm fineeee~ Tomorrow morning on the sofaaaaa~~~~$@&&' [Video: "ily"] I sent this one on Fromm too, I'm sorry for leaking This rabbit that I have attached on my bag, when I press its belly It says "I love u" twice But I accidentally pressed it on the night bus and I was writhing ㅜ ㅜ But the fans got curious, so I mustered up courage and I pressed it again on the taxi Dear taxi driver-nim who was attacked with a mysterious confession I am truly sorry.. I love fish Ah, updates I changed my nails So… hot Sentimental because it rained Shouldn't have done wet hair When the bangs were gonna get all wet anyway... I'm still a moody person, easily affected by weather But I'm eating well, eating fruit too Recording the summer of 2023 with my skin, my mouth, my hair That's how I'm living I like this filter but... You all keep telling me 'that damned glasses filter' through DMs ㅠ ㅠ The spot on the side of my nose has gotten darker The faint spot on the side of my nose has darkened and now I'm really the spotted girl... From the side it does feel unique... I do like it Oh and the pajamas are Gowon's. Because we live together [Video: "Hahaht;"] I had so much to say, but coming here after so long I'm at a loss for words I had so much emotions to share with you... Mom is sleeping next to me, and if I stay up any later I really will get an earful... Next time I will return with more organized updates This was not the original plan ㅠ ㅠ Tomorrow I'm going to watch soccer at last. ᐟ If you run into me, who will go there alone, please greet me warmly Perhaps fans felt like this on the day before concerts Photo unrelated Tonight's lullaby which I recommended on Fromm .ᐟ The night at my family home is truly quiet It may seem like there is no sound at all But I am listening closely to the stillness I wonder if the word silence truly exists When I am always muttering to myself in my head In my head, in my mind I can never seem to place a hard stop Sometimes that's saddening But it means I can keep writing tomorrow It means I can make edits How far have you all written? Do the typos you have made continue to bother you Because I can't tell, at all There is a piece that you were writing, a year ago today Do you want to open it?

[Link to original blog post] Hello this is Yves At last I’ve opened the long-awaited blog Welcome They say well begun is half done, and both I and you all Are at the halfway [ban] point of this year. Also I slathered on a ton of this new cream I bought at Olive Young the day before yesterday and now my face is all smooth [banjil] too. Hehe . . . I don’t know what kind of daily happenings I will be discussing from now on, but I hope this will be a restful place for fans and myself alike. There have been a lot of scenery and photos that I wished I could show you And I’m going to start posting those little by little. The lunatic perfectionist Happo is a hare But also a tortoise with very slow speed… Please look kindly upon me I refuse malicious comments [Text in image: FRESH MORNING; 30 seconds from the lips becomes 30 years in the heart; A single warm word can change someone’s life; Thank you for being so warm; FRIDAY; Good posts every day; Have an awesome day.. Happy in your heart ..Full of love scents~] Comments section: Yis: This is fun already Yves: Really? Where’s your soul Yis: This does have soul unnie..🥹 I will try harder so you can see Watermelon: Hello~! I was reading around some blogs and I am reaching out to you because this one seems well-maintained. Your photos and writing are quality! I am a Crunchapple who works in the Tortoise Pretending to Be a Hare department^^ If you’ve ever been interested in any of: skin improvement (looks like you’ve done it with Olive Young cream already) | SNS advertisement (please sign up for ad posts later on) | scalp care (you don’t seem to bleach hair so must be healthy) | gaining weight (make sure to eat leftover pizza too) | inner beauty (take your supplements and get sunlight, iced Americano refills banned), then can we chat?💟 ✔️No up-front fees for consultation, startup, or investment! ✔️Not a sponsorship, just building online love! ✔️You just make progress like you are blogging now, with me☺️ Feel free to give me a call if you’re curious for more! Yves: ˋˏWowˎˊ˗ I almost reported you for real Watermelon: Report of marriage? Thank you^^ ZinZZaHyuk: It may just be a greeting post with no content but I am so looking forward to more posts….❤️ Yves: What do you mean no content .. ZinZZaHyuk: Even the greeting post is awesome🍎 I’ll look forward to the posts to come ❤️❤️ HAM: Nice post~^^ I’m purchasing cool blog accounts, starting at 10 Yves: 1 billion HAM: That’s expensive.. ㅜㅜ Young lady, give me a discount~ It’s called love Ko Minyoung: Imagining unnie with her heart pounding after making this first post gives me a grandmotherly smile Yves: What if I’m still pounding ㅠ Ko Minyoung: Unnie fighting, I wish unnie will always live a happy life where your heart races for new things and feel a pleasant excitement Yves: I don’t take advertisements

[Link to original post] From, Blog-ssi Short videos are now all the rage! Please share your brief but charming short-form videos~ https://youtu.be/SQzTfDTnXmg?si=fvEHMsZ-N02L7efw I posted a long video for the first time today How could you say this to me

[Link to original post] [T/N: This audio track is called "P.S. I dream of you too", where P.S. is "choo-shin". Someone has commented "Choo Shin-soo" here, as in the baseball player.] Kim Dohyeon Sent this to me on KaTalk and seriously I tried to pull on my philtrum but I couldn't resist Letting out a snort and a laugh https://on.soundcloud.com/feHYoiausYwCmpZi7 Check it out P.S. Monday, be dreamed of ..🎀💕🍀🦄 Comments section: Jimin: I think I will dream of Choo Shin-soo-nim...🫨 Yves: Wait..

[Link to original post] My eyelids feel heavy But I couldn't fall asleep So I came on the blog And read the comments you have been posting I would feel bad about only receiving There's nothing profound I can give back But I do have a lot of records of pretty fun moments Just like the countless ads you see while scrolling on your phone Please read these just like that, easily [T/N: The following are screenshots from Yves' notes app, with her captions underneath] August 13, 2022, 8:52am Potato salad Sweet potato fries Soda/iced tea +hot bbq, ketchup How come fries are so good When I went on the world tour We had to send in our orders in a hurry each time Because delivery takes quite a while And places close early. For me, who likes to organize neatly before sending I end up with a ton of funny memos like this June 13, 2021, 2:21am Let's not waste new tears on old sorrows There is no such thing as bad people, only bad circumstances Let's think of everything from the reverse perspective Don't waste it, for my tears are a bank Saving is quite difficult, no matter what I'm saving Guess I must have been quite the grown-up on June 13, 2021 ㅋ.., Must have felt like I've transcended somehow (mm for good reason too) But the world nowadays is so scary There definitely is such a thing as a bad person Definitely May 29, 2021, 3:25am The backside of an object The shadow of a shadow This kind of stuff is so interesting to me Time passes by in a hurry when I'm thinking about them May 30, 2021, 2:06am They say life is lived through memories Even now, 1, 2, 3... My memories pile up For 27 years now, every new year I bravely buy a diary And then brazenly neglect to keep it Which I thought of as pathetic but, I guess I've been diligent recording in my own head April 2, 2021, 12:52am Rotten Heart A rotten heart With no one to give it to Is right here Feeling pity for a heart That's never seen light I force and force myself To swallow it I wrote this after tasting rotten milk and being shocked When I lived in the dorm Our fridge seemed like it would explode And when you haphazardly shove food in like that You forget about the food you have. That's how I always encountered food past the expiration date I would think, 'Ah it's just three days, it won't kill me' And eat it And oftentimes they almost did kill me [Undated] I know the name of a longing that you can't reach even if you call to it The world has too many things you don't need to know Sometimes a mystery should be left alone On the express bus The way from Busan to Seoul is quite long Who was I longing for, on that day? November 17, 2021, 10:17pm If going first: totoma If going last: matoto ˗ˋˏWowˎˊ˗ so ridiculous and funny This is actually so ridiculous I was trying to win at this drinking game So I wrote down how to play the tomato game [Undated] [...] I just want Haneul to become what you want to become, do what you want to do. For this unnie, Haneul's happiness is unnie's happiness, so Haneul's choice is always the right one, and I'll always cheer for you Unnie loved Haneul so so much, and I'm never going to forget you and keep loving you. I'm sorry I could do nothing for you even when you were sick. Haneul's hurt is all unnie's fault. You can blame me. But unnie still loves Haneul very very much. When you reach Puppy Star, don't be discouraged and do everything you want to do. Unnie remembers back when Haneul was bold and mischievous. Aging, getting old, all this is just the principle of life in a way, so don't be too upset at how you are now. Haneul is a precious and amazing being, so you can fly free. And no matter how Haneul looks, to unnie's eyes you're always pretty. If I could make just one wish, once in a while please show up in unnie's dreams too. And when unnie looks at the sky and thinks of Haneul, please listen to my words. I've written so much about how I'm sorry But even more than that I love you Haneul, my baby Are you well?~ On the day Haneul was sick I thought it really was the end So I called right away Asked Mom to put Haneul on And I expressed these feelings while sniffling over the phone. Funny yet tearjerking Haneul lived for another half-year before that Haneul~ What are you up to now? April 4, 2022, 8:40pm Butterfly >>> Us Dreamy, nostalgic, synchronized choreo, sentimental -> A little distinct from overwhelming and explosive First verse, "You're the deja vu that wakes me" -> The girls who were struggling after a nightmare Begin to wake one by one The nightmare here is (the things that bind us, the prejudice against us) Will take me far away, take me, fly -> Wants to escape from this place > Wants to find a savior > No, finds courage to fly away herself (a butterfly is inactive at night, but finds courage) Butterfly at night Butterflies rely on their vision, so they cannot see at night >> Masks to cover our eyes, see-through cloth performance Bridge Synchronized over the clouds This new feeling, breathtaking time >>> First time taking flight at night, but a new feeling, freedom Repeating lyrics, I better be around u >>>> u is the place of escape from nightmare, an ideal, the world we found by ourselves >>>> imaged, it's "the Moon!!!" Butterflies can't be active at night, but if the Moon shines on us that brightly, there is no reason to be afraid "Girls who found courage in dim moonlight in the deep, nightmare-like darkness, and take flight in search of the bright Moon" So far we have never once been able to properly use the theme of the Moon, and since Butterfly is the song that represents us, I want us to make use of the Moon Outfits that make us look like butterflies Queendom idea sketch Back then, I was so full of burning passion (Right now too. ᐟ. ᐟ. ᐟ. ᐟ ) And I was able to realize each time That the joy of being able to conceptualize and craft something and then make it happen is so electricㅋ December 4, 2022, 4:18am The barometer of youth Being angry, being happy, crying Rock paper scissors? I'm youthful I guess Everyone I think we're youthful If I ever find myself no longer upset or excited At the little wins and losses that get decided by a single round of rock-paper-scissors I think I will feel sad April 9, 2022, 3:25pm The lark's winter is the dandelion's spring The dandelion's spring is the lark's winter There is no such thing as a season that lasts forever And no such thing as temperature that lasts forever Even if it's by 0.0001 degrees, it's changing every day, every moment Even if pointless days after days feel meaningless The meaning of meaningless is having no meaning Even this word has a meaning and so, Again today, to you all I, who receive love without compensation Send a message with recipient unclear Your spring is my spring too I am now off To eat tteokbokki ["Let's be strong" "One beating if you cry"] Wishing you all happy days

[Link to original post] From, Blog-ssi Did you have a full and warm Seollal? Please share records from your holiday weekend with photos! ["I figured many people must be curious about my day-to-day~"] To. Blog-ssi I am headed to Seoul soon... Why do holidays back home go by so quickly.ᐟ Literally just food These days I viscerally feel That there is no happiness like eating well and sleeping well For this, I ended up having to do aerobics under the moonlit night last night And later on, I'm going to be rolling on the ground when I go to Seoul But I can say that this holiday weekend, I was wholly happy Yesterday I also went to the temple, and I prayed gratitude for helping me to overcome the difficult times well And I asked, if difficult things come find me again, to make me more mature than back then, and deal with it. (But I whined and asked for as little difficulties as possible) I also bought a new prayer beads bracelet, to protect my wrist this year as I begin 2024 Hey Bokpil, we're a couple ㅋㅋ You didn't pick up the phone so I just bought them When I can't sleep, I fidget with my prayer bracelet before falling asleep What do you all do when you can't sleep? Ah, recently I've also tried listening to extreme low-pitched singing bowls Anyway, after waking up late I write these rambles, hurriedly reviewing my holiday weekend How was the holiday weekend for you all Even if it wasn't overflowing with happiness I hope earnestly that at least it wasn't chillingly sad As I close this post I am reading every single feeling you are sending my way So please write comfortably, and don't think "This girl really reads everything?" I am not such an impressive person, I don't get that many comments ["Excuse me. You all even read my blog? I just realized. If I work hard to write blog post you should read them. Also comment."] Right? Anyway No longer false advertising huh? Bye~

[Original blog post] Taking requests Reason: Bored Requirements: make public comment, name or nickname, the vibe you wantㅋ Compensation: use a friend's account to follow Yibu without them knowing + I'll visit this post whenever I get bored, I'll come often Comments section: [Private user]: [private comment] Yves: ahquablue 0: Me me!!! I like dinosaurs ❤️ and Ha Sooyoung ❤️ I have 'Young' in my real name. I kinda want it to feel like a movie title but I'll take anything!! Yves: dinxsaur valeria: Whoa an Insta ID from unnie.. This is so valuable!!??! I'd be grateful if you could use this nickname.... As for the vibe, I'll accept it as omakase from our Miss Ha for Havana ♡ (from. Baby Crunchapple) Yves: How about valerino Yves: Kinda feels like a name brand Cherr-yourself together: Unnie hello, I like cherry puns. Snatcherry your heart, cherryourself together, pay my card cherry, stuff like this!! So could you give me something chic that includes cherry♡ ♡ (Also I'm always cheering for you~♧♧♧) Yves: cherringunx Yves: As in I haven't cherringun [prepared] anything Jiwonie: I want something🩵 Swagged out Yves: dyisltd Yves: I punched my keyboard yoz: Sooyoung unnie I am Hyebin, the vibe is that I need a lovely ID like unnie's 💕💕❤️‍🔥 Yves: happyin Yves: Ahh this is funny it's fun you're cute Es: Whoa Sooyoung unnie you're the best.. I love you =^^= I was born in summer so something related to summer··· Love anything if it's made by unnie ˗ˋˏ♡ˎˊ˗ Yves: summerer / imsummerer Yves: Like summer person Acorn: I'm Yoonjung, please make me something that feels like hella [jidae] queen card 😎😎 Yves: ziidaeqwinka Haemil: It's not my name but I want Tokyo in there!! 🩷In the style of Sooyoung unnie's which is trendy but you don't get sick of it ˚₊·—̳͟͞͞♡ Yves: tokyorii / Toyko + kyori / Tokyo street